Woke up this morning...

I woke up this morning thinking about my baby in Kazakhstan. It was one of those weird half dreaming, half awake things. Anyway I had this strong sense or realization that she is already born. I don't know why this had not occurred to me before. Maybe it is a sign that I am starting to believe this is all really going to happen. But how strange to think that MY child is half way around the globe, unaware that I am here and missing her already.