Prayers & Tears

I guess I owe you an update on China II (you've come with me this far after all) but honestly I'm not sure what to say other than this has been very difficult week.  I really can't go into too much detail mostly because I'm too much of an emotional basket case and it's all still too painful to deal with but mostly because it's simply private.  Yup that's right actual boundaries: I do have a few. I will share that I have fallen in love with a darling six year old girl who has hypoplastic left heart syndrome.  I would very much like to make her my daughter (and honestly I feel strongly she IS my daughter) but for now all I can do pray...and buy more Kleenex.